vineri, 31 ianuarie 2014

sometimes...

...and from time to time...my demons catch-up with me...



marți, 21 ianuarie 2014

ok, I know...

...I'm off too much, I'm erratic, irresponsible, unstable and changing as the wind....I know I'm not supposed to be like this and that a more mature, stronger me would be required right now...but who is perfect in this world I ask you?
Who can comply with all the rules, follow every step he or she know they should take,  who is perfectly happy with what he or she has and never asks for more? and once they get it, they want something more, something different?
Like everybody else, I have goals and dreams, needs and desires, plans and an organized life. but at times this organizing drives me crazy, I would like to shake all the shackles of society keeping me in check...I would like to not give a dang about responsibilities, needs and requirements, I would love to throw everything in everyone's face, and just not give a damn....
It's one of those phases when you don't want to be doing nothing, but at the same time know you need to, struggle in your mind and no matter how tired you are, you can't sleep at night....
Longing to embark on a trip, somewhere far away, meet interesting and beautiful people, change scenery and life at all...been here before...just need to get out or I feel like choking...need to spread my wings...need to escape badly....
Crazy?....insane?......or just in need of a vacation? ...I think I really really need a ride....pronto!

isn't he a beauty??
bisous!

duminică, 12 ianuarie 2014

I am late...oh so very late...

"I'm late
  I'm late 
  For a very important date. 
  No time to say "Hello, Goodbye". 
  I'm late, I'm late, I'm late."
                                          (The White Rabbit- "Alice in Wonderland" by Lewis Caroll)

That would the Rabbit from Alice in Wonderland say...if he were in my place.
Just as late or maybe even later am I....neglecting all this for so long. However, I've not been idle, I've read and written a lot...so I am anything but lazy...
I am over the top happy about my late...birthday gift, which I finally received last week. In fact, I' ve received a voucher for my birthday, from a very dear friend, as he knew I like books for presents, but that I am very picky about what books I buy, so he gave me this voucher, to buy myself whatever I wanted from a special library. And with my busy schedule, I could only go last week, which is very late, when you think my birthday was on the 8th of October...
The verses in the beginning are not at random picked, though...as guess what book I've picked?????
Yes...I'm the proud and happy owner of this beauty...






 and I am mighty proud of it! Thank you Clauu!!

Bisous!