ok, I know...

...I'm off too much, I'm erratic, irresponsible, unstable and changing as the wind....I know I'm not supposed to be like this and that a more mature, stronger me would be required right now...but who is perfect in this world I ask you?
Who can comply with all the rules, follow every step he or she know they should take,  who is perfectly happy with what he or she has and never asks for more? and once they get it, they want something more, something different?
Like everybody else, I have goals and dreams, needs and desires, plans and an organized life. but at times this organizing drives me crazy, I would like to shake all the shackles of society keeping me in check...I would like to not give a dang about responsibilities, needs and requirements, I would love to throw everything in everyone's face, and just not give a damn....
It's one of those phases when you don't want to be doing nothing, but at the same time know you need to, struggle in your mind and no matter how tired you are, you can't sleep at night....
Longing to embark on a trip, somewhere far away, meet interesting and beautiful people, change scenery and life at all...been here before...just need to get out or I feel like choking...need to spread my wings...need to escape badly....
Crazy?....insane?......or just in need of a vacation? ...I think I really really need a ride....pronto!

isn't he a beauty??

bisous!